from Johannes (whocame for 1-to-1 Living
In Light in September!)
Hi Leela, my wonderful
When I wrote the last message, it was from the bottom of what I
have been trying to achieve, but did not allow myself to experience...
metaphorically at the end of a long dark journey, where the last black coat
had to come off before allowing myself and soul to experience unconditional
I have always been on this path, but somewhere I lost faith in
the good in humans, seeing mostly their hidden agendas and moved accordingly
and shut down my receiver, because it was not their greed, need or agendas I
wanted to listen to... boring radio-show that is, not my colours, not the
experience I wanted to have...
Being with you and John, was a beautiful experience.. So much
love, acceptance and trust. Actually all what I really needed to experience,
to regain faith and to turn back on the light for others to see.
Being in your sphere felt like a long forgotten safe haven and
leaving it was really hard. Yet I knew I had gotten the missing piece to my
puzzle and knew the only place for me to really experience the full force of
it was out "there"... knowing this piece would somehow turn my world upside
down, the ego was struggling big time knowing it had to be done as an
unavoidable step on the path my higher self set out to experience.
Armed only with the words "I allow my self ...", shielded only
by the faith in the light, I took the step forward open to whatever would
I have always known what I wanted, but did for some reason not
allow myself to have... this time I allowed myself to receive and the
Universe responded within seconds...
First a huge wave of love from someone who inspired me onto this
path, who is as moved by my words as I am by hers... allowing it all in,
allowing it to pass and follow its own nature; and also allowing it to flow
on to another in need of feeling love and support..
Seconds later, my ex-wife came... just wanted to tell me how
much she really loves me and how much she appreciates all I have given to her
Later that evening I talked to this interesting woman who was
curious about "this guy who acts and behaves differently than the other
guys", so out of nothingness an invitation to midnight coffee came... Open to
what the Universe had in mind, no condition no agenda, just full of curiosity
we met.. and at the first silent moment the magic showed its beautiful face
and we allowed ourselves to fall into each others eyes...
She found what she had longed for, and so did I... All the
pieces just seemed to fit and all I have ever asked for (silently) in a woman
was standing right in front of me, asking me if I wanted to be with her in
every aspect of being together.... Even the pieces related to her two kids
seems to fit perfectly as by some magical touch.
This time the relationship feels different than previous ones,
all is in a new bright light.. taking that one step changed my perspective,
all is different, more clear and absolutely WOW..
what you do is so wonderful and truly magical, and I allow
myself to be moved and inspired by your joy, openness and your graceful
And I really look forward to be moved even further next time
open to what ever that moment will show...
Love and Light
Johannes <3 <3
Living In Light has been one of the most
intensively liberating experiences of my life!
Issues that I've been trying to
overcome for years have been released and worked out almost effortlessly in the
The informal family feel of the course
helped me open my heart up, listen, contribute and learn. I felt comfortable to
tune into and share the deepest and darkest areas of my psyche and as a group we
worked out fantastic ways of clearing and dealing with what I
In the afternoons, there were so many
ways to digest what I had learnt. My favourites were: surfing at the beach 5 mins
walk down the road, followed by a lovely hot shower, walking up the cliffs and
exploring the natural treasures.
I will definitely be coming back
Living In Light AGAIN took me by surprise
and swept me off my feeet into a new level of self-awareness and inner
Leela's meditation attunements each day
somehow work like magic - they are utterly transporting and, together with the
tremendous love and support from EVERYONE in our lovely little group, I'm left with
renewed insight, enthusiasm and vigour again for simply living my life .. to the
max... and in the Light!
Coming to Living in Light for the second time was
THE BEST decision of my life! (The first time being THE BEST decision
Can things get any better, I ask
I'm awed by how easily you make it all
happen, Leela, how everything falls Into place (like the sun shining every day in
October… like everyone there wanting to work on similar issues simultaneously… like
the course reflecting exactly what I went to Cornwall in search of…) as if
orchestrated from on high.
But then "on high" I realize, thanks to
Living in Light, is another way of saying "inside me".
What a revelation!
I couldn't have come to this realization
without LIL, without you, Leela, and your magic, and John and his magic.
Seemingly effortlessly, you created this
wondrous sacred space in which I was finally able to face my biggest demons and
transmute them into my Fire Dragon energy. I am a new woman today, with a whole new
lease on life, and I'm so excited about what lies ahead for me!! (Yes, OK, baby
steps... I hear you!) I feel I'm still on holiday on some level, on holiday from my
problems, from my previous life.
The mix of people at the course was the perfect combination, creating a cosy
cauldron for brewing up a batch of new, sensitive, earnest beings who bravely
dipped deep into their greatest fears and came out the other end whole, healed,
strong and vibrant.
What an honour to be one of them.
I want to thank you for everything you've
shared with me, everything you've taught me, for holding me in unconditional love,
for encouraging me wholeheartedly and enthusiastically despite my ranting and
raging and my self-deprecating and my stubbornness.
It is so incredibly empowering to be
surrounded by limitless encouragement and acceptance! Nothing is out of bounds,
nothing too threatening, nothing too small, too trite, too insignificant to throw
into the dough.
You and John have created a little piece of
heaven on earth, and I, for one, am joyous and humbled to have been able to be a
part of it all… again!
All my love and gratitude to you
This Living In Light was such a different
experience to the one in June and I'm finding it more difficult to put words to
In a way it was less dramatic for me and yet
deeper, more profound and more real.
I found a more grounded connection with my
true authentic self and a strong and painful sense of the part of me that has done
such a sterling job of controlling my self-expression and freedom and keeping me
small, unfulfilled and unworthy.
There was a very definite feeling of 'enough
is enough with this tired old game!' and even though I'm still integrating that
part of me that has held my power against myself for so long, I feel like the
decision has been made and something new is on its way!
Thank you so much Leela for your unending
support and for helping me into that place where I could finally believe and be the
me I could see and sometimes feel but not quite Beeeee!!!
Thank you for sharing your extraordinary and
beautiful gifts with me...
John - I feel like I know you better for
having witnessed your struggle to be and express all that you truly are, and I love
you all the more for it. May you find your true expression and shine like the
multi-faceted diamond that you are! and thank you too for your openness and
especially your warm-hearted hugs :-)
And finally a heart-felt thank you to
Equador, Elaine and Margarita for sharing this time with me, for being the amazing
and unique Light-Beings that you are, and for being such wonderful mirrors and
catalysts for me...
Living in Light really is the most
Enlightening course I've ever been on and I will definitely be back for more :-)
May we each find the courage to live this
life in full colour, to dive into it, to free-fall and fly and be Free!!!
If you would love to immerse yourself in this much Light too, why not make
possibilities come true and join us for the next Living In Light? Book now - space is very limited!
Elaine, Leela, Luna, Margarita, John,
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Thank you for
your Contribution it's SO much appreciated!
"One of my truly greatest blessings has been Leela!
I don't know how I would be getting through such a tumultuous, challenging time in my life
without her being there for me. I live in the United States but feel so grateful to be able to communicate
with Leela on an ongoing basis via Skype and email.
She is the most vibrant, loving, gracious person I have ever known.
Just the sound of her voice is healing!
Her amazing insights and guidance are always just what I need to make a breakthrough in whatever
situation I find myself in. She is a gift to anyone who is lucky enough to receive her emotional and
My sessions, interactions and chats with Leela always leave me refreshed, aware, hopeful, and
equipped to effectively handle the issues that come up. She has made a major difference in my life and will
always be a continuing source of truly spirited guidance for me.